Will my dreams find me?

It was a really great day honestly. I went on a lunch date with an old friend of mine that I haven't talked to in over a year. I then went and spent some time with my best friend, his girlfriend and their baby. Couldn't have asked for a better day! Then later when I got home a friend from out of town asked for a little favor. It turned into quite the situation, but all ended well. Then tonight(this morning) as I was lying awake thinking of ways to get back into a better sleeping schedule I was struck by a tune. It goes something like this:

Staring at my ceiling

waiting for the change.

listening to the soft noise

upon my window pane.

Praying for the moment

They will finally take me in.

Will I fail by doubt

Engulfing my feelin's

These dreams have wings

That I have not yet found

My hopes have battled

Many armies of self-doubt

Can I fight back and turn my fails to wins

Or will I find myself having to re-begin

Dreading every step

as i climb them one by one

Passing each element

The moon and the sun

Each day it becomes harder

To not look to the past

It hasn't been so easy

Will i be done at last?

These dreams have wings

That I have not yet found

My hopes have battled

Many armies of self-doubt

Can I fight back and turn my fails to wins

Or will I find myself having to re-begin

I'm getting closer every day

Hoping i will find my way

I know the prize is nearing

But still i have been fearing

Do i have the power to continue

Or have my vision been misconstrued

I must hold strong

Avoid the wrongs

And believe in what is in my heart

These dreams have wings

That I have not yet found

My hopes have battled

Many armies of self-doubt

Can I fight back and turn my fails to wins

Or will I find myself having to re-begin

I have to win