Well tonight I was up thinking about a lot. I have been trying to get back to writing more outside of my school work and tonight seemed to be my night to start. I realize I have been void from this blog for many months now. I guess it was due to lots of stress and such. Hopefully now this can be a place to de-stress instead of be a place to avoid whilst in stressful times.
I'm so frightened
So scared to think it through
That maybe our relationship was never a me and you
I played my cards so willingly
How stupid was I not to see
That maybe what I thought I'd seen was never meant to be
This love was a daydream
Merely, sincerely my lovesick daydream
3 months ago it started out
as nothing more than my self doubt
that anyone would take a glance at me
but then we met my heart beat loud
as you arrived looking so proud
I thought my luck had fin'ly changed it's key
But Was this all just a day dream
Merely, sincerely a lovesick daydream?
A month went by, my heart was full
never thought i'd reach the goal
of finding love that'd last a year or more
you kept your cool just as you had
it made me think that you were glad
to share your life with me with open doors
But was this all just a daydream
merely, sincerely a lovesick daydream?
Now looking at the situation
there seems to be a complication
between my thoughts and yours. oh what a mess
My heart was full up to the brim
Thought that our chances were more than slim
NOt so it seems my heart is in distress
this was all just a daydream
merely, sincerely a lovesick daydream
