Wow I am super duper behind. It has definitely been due to all the homework and "extra credit" I've been doing the past few week. I have been feeling the strain though having not written out my thoughts every day like I should and would like to get back into the habit of. So the title of this entry is due to a person coming back into my life that I never thought would even try to come back after what happen during the month of June. I am not one to hold a deep grudge, but when someone completely ignores you for an entire week without any type of response it leaves a mark. And unfortunately for me, mine is still rather tender and not quite healed over. Entry :
Laying on my bed, just thinking things through
Wonderin what in the world kept you.
Lying back I feel the scar that you left on me
Wishing that you could just let me be
This bipolar persona I carry now
Is due to what you did. you ask how
You broke my heart so many times
The middle fell right out
I've been tryin to hide the pain inside
All the memories and the doubts
But now you stand and wait for me
To choose to stay or leave
Right now my answer is...
Not now
You came back like a rocket streaming 'cross the sky
Back then I would've hitched the ride, right now I only cry
The clouds once white have now turned grey
I don't know what to do or say
This bipolar persona I carry now
Is due to what you did. you ask how
You broke my heart so many times
The middle fell right out
I've been tryin to hide the pain inside
All the memories and the doubts
But now you stand and wait for me
To choose to stay or leave
Right now my answer is...
Not now
I tried so hard to reach you
But you never answered back
My heart was always open
And then you made it crack
You broke my heart so many times
The middle fell right out
I've been tryin to hide the pain inside
All the memories and the doubts
But now you stand and wait for me
To choose to stay or leave
Right now my answer is...
Not now
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